Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Update

It’s amazing to me that there are readers who actually pay attention and remember things that I write. In this age of information overload, it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside when I get follow-ups to things I talk about weeks later that I never got around to updating. One such issue was with my ankle. I had a couple twitter updates about pain, MRI’s, and such, and briefly wrote a blog as to what was being done to try and solve the issue. But then I was quiet. I was silent because I really had nothing new to say and I just am not the type to constantly complain and whine when I have an injury…especially an unknown one.

If you want to know the real truth, I was in pain a big chunk of the season. In fact, I was in pain after the last jump I took at Nationals in June, until my very last competition on October 3rd (and yes, it continued to get worse). But I didn’t complain and I didn’t really mention it except to those around me who could possibly be of some assistance. Letting people know you are hurting doesn’t make the pain go away and I was most certainly going to make sure I wasn’t coming up with excuses for sub par performances. I had no idea what was even wrong, but I did know I was going to compete and do so to the best of my ability. And that’s exactly what I did.

But this year is a new season and a new opportunity for success and so I was determined to address it and understand why I had been in so much pain and if there was anything that could be done about it. Six months later I think I finally have my answer. Thanks to the wonderful folks at D.I.S.C up in Los Angeles, (who now treat most Olympic athletes for FREE—hallelujah!) it seems as if I was jumping and sprinting with a stress fracture.

I was actually excited to hear that. Let me tell you why. For starters, the healing process is almost complete, seeing as how I actually haven’t jumped or done anything high impact (on purpose) for the last 3 months. That’s way better than hearing you have an injury that needs to be addressed and dealt with in the form of surgery. Secondly, it makes me feel better. Many well-intentioned (albeit not fully informed) people thought I could have jumped better in Berlin and wondered why I wasn’t jumping and running so well later in the season. Well, DUH! There is your reason. I don’t really owe you one but it makes me feel better to have one nonetheless. It was also a bit of a blessing in disguise finding out now. Sure, I would have preferred to not have anything wrong with me at all, but what if I had found out in July that I had a stress fracture? Do I sit out the rest of the season and not compete? No way. I needed that season for my sanity and to find my way back. It was much more helpful to not know and continue to try and tape it up, get my stim and ice, and do pretty much every other type of treatment you could think of, and be able to live in the dark and still compete. The alternative would have been retirement.

So if there is a silver lining in news like this, then that is mine. Lord knows I will always do my best with what I’m given and I don’t think I did so shabby last season, all things considering. Now what I am hoping for is a chance to really shine. I’m a little behind schedule right now but I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I’m excited to see what I can do.

3 comments:

Bubba said...

Congrats. It is going to be a magical year for all of us! I can just feel it!

Daniel said...

Ms. Glenn,
It is good to hear that! I too wondered what was the issue, and after mentioning ‘something’, you never talked about it again. Glad it’s healing up nicely.

Also nice to see you made #3 on T & F’s US Long Jump yearend list. We’re sure you’ll bump that up this year a notch or two.

deaulivery said...

It's good you are not in the running for the Winter Olympics too:) Athletics is a demanding sport.. are you a demanding person, of yourself? All signs point to yes, which is not too bad. Cheers for 2010!